Chapter 29 third quarter

To tell you the truth, I no longer took her word for it. Of course, she is really so convinced that the idea in her head will become "the most interesting novel in the world".From the first time we met, she has been so unwavering in her belief. But in the past four months, I have been observing Miss Zi, so I fully understand how rich her knowledge is, and I also understand that she actually doesn't understand anything.Miss Zi is a knowledgeable yet ignorant, serious and straightforward child-like adult... no, a child who has become an adult. I can't completely trust the judgment made by Miss Zi, who is still a child.Even on the contrary, she must have over-extended her own idea and firmly believed that it was a very great idea.

I think of my old self.In high school, when I first tried to write a novel, I had "the funniest novel in the world" in mind.Thinking about it now, it was like re-stirring the novels I read before... No, it is more like a degraded copy than it is re-frying.But to me that day, that must have been the best idea in the world. Then, the best idea in the world becomes a setting, a plot, and then a novel. The color gradually fades and the brilliance disappears bit by bit in the process. The finished novel is just written by a high school student for the first time novel.By the time I noticed this, it had been more than two years since I finished writing it.When I was twenty years old, I went back to read my first novel after a long gap, and I only saw the content that was so embarrassing that I wanted to be torn up and discarded, but because the paper was too thick, I ended up burning it instead of shredding it.

Miss Zi will definitely follow the same path as me, but it is necessary.If Miss Zi can really finish a novel smoothly like this, then there is no need for my guidance, so the novel classroom will have to close down. This should be the first and last Christmas Eve spent with her. Shibuya is obviously very close to my home, but it is a place I have hardly been to. Even if I go, at most I just go to the bookstore.Not to mention this building with a name like 109, which seems like a future prisoner, it was the first time I stepped in. I walked in the building and looked at the jewelry display windows. I thought this kind of thing would be expensive, but it was an amount that was easier to pay than I imagined.But even if I can afford it, I still dare not buy it. This is not a matter of money but of courage.At such a time, he needed tea to accompany him, but when he called, he just said "I'm busy" and hung up.It's really the tea that won't come in handy when it comes to important moments.

Taking the escalator upstairs, I visited several floors along the way.Although some people recommend that you can choose a watch or a pendant, these are gifts that will make people feel very heavy.There are many kinds of candles on the shelves of the grocery store, but is it happy to receive something like a candle?What is the so-called romantic?I really can't understand it at all.If I had received the candles, I would definitely not have used them until disaster struck. After an hour of fretting, I finally bought a notebook and pen set.