Chapter 1 Volume 1: The Golden Rice Bunch (1942-1947)
We are both in the same shadow,
Caressing the railing of the boat and talking,
The autumn morning wind is so cold!
Once I bowed my head
As if the sun touched my face,
Oh, my cheeks are like melted snow,
My heart is like hot wine,
I looked up to you and shouted:
No, the two of us are in the same sun?
Caressing the railing of the boat and talking,
The sun is so warm this autumn!
Why do you just wave your hands and smile?
It turns out that one is on the shore and one is in the boat,
The boat is slowly heading towards
Over there the sun shines on the water.
Golden rice bunches stand
In the harvested autumn fields,
I think of countless tired mothers
On the road at dusk I saw that wrinkled beautiful face
payday full moon in
on the towering treetops
In the twilight, the distant mountains are
around our hearts
No statue is more silent than this.
Bearing the great weariness on your shoulders, you
In this far stretch
In the autumn field, bow your head and meditate
silence.silence.history is nothing but
a flowing river
And you, stand there
will become a human thought.
The sky is like a thawing glacier
When gray clouds break and fly;
The gray clouds are like sails on a stormy sea,
Flocks of birds fall from the cloud-rolling sky in the wind;
In front of this window suddenly sacrificed a corner of the blue sky,
As if glimpsed for the first time from a chiseled ice cave
The waters that have long waited there silently;
The shadow of spring in the mirror sky
A tall leafless tree, on its spire
The long winter's melancholy is like a bird raising its wings;
Everything finally stretched out a phrase from the chaotic chorus.
A young man pushed open the window,
It's like seeing a glowing white tower in a dream
he lifts up his whole soul
but he's not with us
He is listening: far out on the sea, on the mountains, and in the depths of the land.
when the morning is continuous in
Evolves in light, color, and cleanliness
With the voice of the chorus of the whole universe
he is a dance, a chapter of music
Since the passage of time and peeling away
--This is a rock, a petal--
To achieve ultimate splendor and maturity,
on the branch with the black line
Keep last year's dead leaves,
Many little silver scrolls, in
In the sunshine of another spring
Oh, the sorrow that spins into joy!
young people go their own way
--It is the spring full of flowers--
step, step, life, you made something
What job?is not it
This way: one drop, one drop will pain
sap into pleasure
Was that completely ignorant at first?
a bird, turning its head and blinking
a cold river
We're all bathed in its wash
When the morning leads her fresh coolness
Her grassy scent, her sharp joy swims by
like a flock of silent white geese
In my heart live a trembling
Oh, if I were an unhindered
the open woods embraced
all towards my beautiful sky
It's two rusty doors that were suddenly locked
Xin and all his pains and pleasures
That's the first ray of sunlight
Into the dank valley
first foot of revolution
Step into the deserted castle.
The rushing water skirts a hundred ancient trees
Every molecule bears in mind
image of the sea
Silver and white without waves and noise
i live in a weird forest
My life goes beyond those I know,
I don't know, I love
people i hate
live a desire in my body
He runs day and night towards his destination
If leaves, birds, everything
The noise of the noon has finally melted into the silence of the afternoon nap
Molecules of water before evening
also to the ocean
did i finally find
the superior and transcendent arbor
He stood in front of me solemnly and beautifully?
I seem to walk through a church at dusk
Though on my clothes and my closed hands
nothing but silence and adoration
In my heart the bells are ringing
sing a song of eternal joy
Last night I walked on the moor
there is only one big tree
when i get under him and
dance on its branches
It seems to be in a
In the maze that can never get out
when i looked up and in his
reaching out to the starry
Dry branches of the endless dark blue sky,
In his infinitely small forks
find everything stuffed in my chest
troubles and confusions,
O love!why is it
always follow me
like a sent messenger,
like a stubborn god
he turned into a mysterious hare
disappearing into the woods before my eyes
He turned into a weird goshawk
circling and refusing to fly
he became a singing
Alien Birds in the Far Woods
lead me crazy to follow
until a strange situation
there forever in the darkness and dizziness of night
My heart spurts blood like a burst of water
my life, even if
The cut is still in the air
leave eternal trembling
when i lie down in the dust
the nightingale sings in my breast
woodpecker with its sharp beak
peck my heart
And in my body pain and
Happy to get a combined universe,
Outside the forest, in a world far away from me
That's when it's better than death
the still void reigns
And I throw myself into my feelings
as if in the silence of winter
The blackened and greened ocean that continues
Devouring snowflakes.
This dwarf palm tree,
He is an adult standing
Here, in front of my door?
I feel like I'm coming back from a party
when the evening light
according to him standing alone
In the green light of mud and moss.
I suddenly fell back into the world,
in the depths of his heart,
here i feel
He quietly surrounds me
like a sinking pond
my eyes,
As if opened in the dark night,
see everything in them
in the most secret situation
my ears,
As if suddenly waking up,
hear everything at dusk
something is talking
I am alone with the world.
I am lonely.
When the day will end in darkness,
I sit at the door of the house,
half day outside
fly that now
dying laughter,
there are in the distance
walk by the river
and saw:
The swallow pecking at the water's breast,
just covered with water
Big tree in early spring.
I remember two rocks in the sea,
Some say they are not lonely;
basking in the sun,
same as foaming
Keeping the silence of the sea together,
but for me they
just planted in the garden
Two big trees that cannot walk,
Even with arms crossed,
hair wrapped around hair;
It's just a glass window
on the two grids,
Always stand in your seat.
Oh, how are people
Longing for a mixed life,
Suppose there is that body within this body,
There is that soul within this soul.
what dream in the world
Did someone accompany us to do it?
We climbed the snowy mountains together,
We walk together on the gentle river,
but can put others
his friends, even lovers,
The one who locked him with oath
in his body,
with him
Hearing the words of the man whose life commanded him,
Behold the countenance that life revealed to him alone,
feel what his heart feels
Horror, pain, longing and joy?
there are many in my heart
starlight and shadow,
This is invisible to anyone,
When I walk with my love,
I saw many demons and angels,
I smell the first breath of spring,
I saw a rain cloud coming;
At this moment I heard the joy of the oriole,
At this moment I hear the turtledove announcing the rain;
But because people
live their own lives,
they always remind me
chunks of rock,
big trees,
A dream in which one cannot participate.
why do i always wish
Attached to a big tree like a soft vine?
why do i always feel
Pushed into a crowd of strangers?
I often pray:
come on we unite
not to play
not go to work
i mean did you see it too
In my heart that will come a heavy rain!
When loneliness approaches me,
the world is ruthless and reckless
straight into my chest,
I can only silently gaze at the plump cypress,
thought he would open his round body,
full world,
Let me go in and hide?
But one day when I'm feeling
"Loneliness" it bites my heart like a snake
Suddenly, I realized:
I'm with a
most faithful companions together,
The whole world turned their faces away,
All mankind cannot hear my call,
It's always close to my heart,
It brings me from a quiet light
see every part of the world,
It gave me eyes in the sky,
See this me sitting in the house:
his emotions, and his thoughts.
When I was a child playing with toys,
When I was a youth in love,
I am always lonely;
we have walked a lot together
until the last seen
"Death" in the twilight light
wearing his long clothes
put your ridiculous hopeful eyes
Take it from trees and rocks,
They are all deaf and mute,
I think of someone in the pain of burning
To find the final rest of the "godly,"
I will also be in the bite of "loneliness"
To find the most serious meaning of "life",
because of it people don't care
In the fury of winter blizzards,
on the angry waves,
are constantly struggling
Come, my tears,
and my aching heart,
I'm glad to know he's there
tear and squeeze my heart,
I make all human beings small, ridiculous, wretched
All emotions thrown into his boundless,
Then see:
Life turned out to be a rolling river.
i never really heard the sound
as I hear the voice of the trees,
when it's sad, when it's blue
when it's inspiring, when it's amorous
all the sounds
Even in the dark winter nights,
as you walk it should be like
Walking through a people who lost their national freedom
Can't you hear the voice locked in the blood 7
when spring comes
in each of its strong arms
Hundreds of crying babies are buried.
I've never really felt at peace
like me from tree pose
feel as deep
No matter what thought I wake up from
my eyes met it
Standing in that same posture.
Between its arms the stars shift
Under its gaze the stream flows slowly,
In its breast the birds come and go
And it's always so praying, meditating
It seems to grow in the land of eternal tranquility.
Would you like to pass through a space of silence
Receive a revelation from far away?
When darkness and gentle silence surround you,
in that bright corner
as if in the evening sky
Varying the bright wings of God,
Like an orchard on an autumn afternoon
A ripe apple falls silently,
Caught in the soft yellowing grass.
Would you like to look through the eyes of your heart
Do you see the body of God?
that round arm,
slowly bent waist
her feet can touch the water
instead of being buried,
her eyes are not
Distant and faint starlight.
Every deliberate and quick move
It's all silent strokes,
write down the immortal words
People listen, listen, with their hearts
finally out of all bodies
find a perfect body,
beyond all souls,
Find a supreme soul.
He emerges from the surrounding darkness
Like a light in a gray sky
Tilt your head slightly towards your hands,
That quiet and diligent painting; brilliant
colors, for happy people.
His attention flows deep inward,
Like a still sea when there are no tides.
He does not cast a glance beyond himself
The sun never warmed his world.
This reminds me of an eternal hand
It's not lost, there's no pause
painted figures, fields
forest, sun and snow
I doubt it makes me happy
Do you also paint a little bit on this frame?
one day he answered my question
Open your innocent eyes.
There is no joy, no worry
Just like an ignorant and indifferent green
Wild, dotted with a few sparse dewdrops of hope
Its pure light adds to my pain
I stare at it:
Crouching at the feet of the city,
With thousands of dark brown roofs,
Countless pieces of flying rags
depicting oneself to the universe
like the people who live there
Talking, drawing, shouting life
But with their rough skin.
The tip of Zhien's tongue emerges from the ripe fruit
Taste out: the trees are passing by
The perseverance of winter, the perplexity of spring
after the summer storm
The sweetness of the morsel of life left behind;
sympathy through
The smiling village in the sun
Re-see every long rainy night
When the thatch trembles and the walls shake
protect a group of people
poverty behind them
Turned into a dog in the bush.
But now, look how it opens its heart proudly
Like a well in hot summer, pouring water of sympathy to passers-by
It unfolds the soft landscape into
There are those who are unjustly considered stupid,
Their muddy bare feet, weary shoulders
haggard face and neglected lonely heart;
Now, women are washing clothes, children's games,
The dog is running, the smoke jumps into the sky,
More like a thawed river is the long-locked joy,
began to flow slowly, when they saw
On the treetops, add more faces every night
Green banner of hope.
blown away and gathered again:
Pushed away and floated over:
Scattered and gathered again:
These duckweeds, these sorrows
These questions are in the hearts of human beings.
The girl squatted on the pestle and wanted to
Wash off dirt from old clothes
Ideal people at the meeting table
To wash away the dirt in human nature
Powdery white walls surround ruined houses
Fallen houses surround the old pond
Feeling together in the haze
The dawn will come;
One or two to draw cool water
cause the cracks
(Old brokenness!)
It is willing to keep giving, giving
with slight sympathy and comfort
when daylight
The train roared past
How many timid eyes from the old days
Together, they stared in confusion into the distance.
This one, use it as if it will never wither
Cup full of blossoming joy
there like a towering mountain
The eternity carrying people's forgotten words
That volume, the immature leaves that are not in a hurry to stretch
Preserved hope in a pure heart
Only through the haze on the water, looking at the world
refuse to wear old and faded clothes
But what is the real subject
In this painful performance?this bent
A lotus stalk hangs the flowers deeply
In your roots, not the urging of the wind
The trace of rain, but because it comes from the Creator's
Hands bear more life, this serious burden.
Those who pursue you walk into the depths of you from those half-closed eyes,
They open but cast no light on the outside world,
But like the entrance to the ocean of the soul, from there all your
Thoughts flow back to the calm form, like a sea tide sucked back by the center of the earth
Now I see your lips, so coldly shut,
Reminds me of the rocky shore closing a deep self
Although the fullness of youth has flowed from your luminous long hair
But you are so pale, still like a bleak early spring.
Oh, you are not a star that breathes light, nor
Fragrant roses, or overflowing with ripe fruit
It is the tightness before spit out, the bitterness before maturity
See how a soul locks itself up
Then it unfolded to the world, she meditated hard and practiced herself
In order to walk towards a world full of love of giving and giving.
Locked like a buzzer in your fragrance
my memory of early spring
It is a gift from creation, but where is there a kind of intoxication
Allowed to live forever in this mortal body?
In your pallor is stored a paler
Is the trembling of my youth,
That is the gift of creation, but where will there be a song
The song is allowed to vibrate forever on the strings that are finally dying dumb?
The resentful green grass on the ground blends with mine
The blue sky and the goshawk's daydream have not entered into the loneliness of winter
Oh, all of a sudden, I don’t know if it’s you or God’s will
Let my peaceful heart burn and cry for it again.
In the dark evening lake,
Slightly cool smooth fish body
you feel its silent escape
Finally, only gently put the tail
swipe your finger and take away
the whole world, silent
In the garden sinking into the evening mist.
Gazing at the stone statues in the garden,
That clear head and beautiful shoulders
The solid begins to dissolve, receding into
A flood of obscurity--
Oh, only the gods can understand
that in all pain
The moment it slipped by, it was pregnant with
That eternal tacit understanding.