Mr. Qian Zhongshu has a wise saying, eating an egg is delicious, you don't need to know the hen that lays the egg. However, if you are a little curious about the hen because of the eggs, it is also appropriate for the hen to come out and cluck a few times. I am a child of a well-off family.Born in a peaceful world, the family has no worries about food and clothing, which is really rare luck.When I was young, I was smart, but by no means outstanding; I didn’t pay much attention to reading, but I didn’t make a mess; a little rebellion in adolescence disappeared quickly.Many members of the family are doctors and teachers. In the local dialect, doctors and teachers are all respected as "Xian".It is logical for me to think that I can be a "first" in the future.Chemistry was terrible, and it was hopeless to be a doctor. In 1997, after graduating from the Chinese Department of Fujian Normal University, he went back to his alma mater to teach.By chance, I came to Singapore and continued to work as a teacher. At the end of this year, I will return to my original school.So in the album, I drew a second circle.I just seem to be on "track" forever.

A few words can explain my 28 years clearly.An extremely ordinary life, however, is practical and stable. When I was young, I took Chinese class and recited those writers, names, characters, numbers, pen names, and I found it interesting.The name and character are the expectations of the parents, but the number and pseudonym are the expectations of oneself.It's just that I never thought that being ordinary like me would have the opportunity to give myself a name to play.This opportunity comes from the Internet. However, this "grace" has nothing to do with "luxury" or "elegance". It was originally a girl's name more than a thousand years ago.Her name is Li Yongrong.

There is a song "Song of Li Bo's Little Sister" in the Yuefu of the Northern Dynasties: "Li Bo's little sister is graceful, and her skirt is like a curly canopy. Shooting from the left and shooting from the right must be doubled. Women are still like this, and men can be safe!" According to "Wei Shu·Li An Shi Biography", Li Bo from Guangping has a powerful clan, and his younger sister is graceful and good at riding and shooting. The Li Bo family is a local tyrant, and their grace is like a martial arts queen.As for me, the best record in the 100 meters is one second short of passing, which is really incomparable.This ID is purely for naughty.It is a common thing to shoot bricks on the forum, and it hurts people. Someone always says bitterly: "You are still called 'Grace', not 'Grace' at all, but like a female bandit!"

At this time, I smiled with a cunning trick: "Hey, don't you know? 'Yong Rong' is a female bandit." One day in the world, ten years online.Now, no matter in terms of age or internet age, it's time to restrain the madness.My friends seem to have forgotten the true meaning of "Grace", and I quietly changed my signature to "Graceful and leisurely, entertaining Zhifangwai". Hu'er deeply felt the benefits of this screen name.Ding Q's poem says: "It is difficult to advance and retreat gracefully in history", which is the same for officials and people.Yi Shu said that the posture is ugly, and if you win, you lose.I grew up with a similar tutor.If in life, no matter whether you advance or retreat, you can be graceful and calm, that is great luck.

In a foreign land, most of the time is lonely.Those who can communicate in depth on some topics are always confidants who have never met on the Internet.Sometimes I suspect that, on the street, if I suddenly hear someone calling my name loudly, it might not be as quick as calling me "Grace". When the publisher approached me, my first reaction was panic: What what?I'm about to publish a book? My attitude towards writing—no, according to what I’m used to saying, it’s writing—is: how can I spend my limited life if I don’t do it for nothing. In life, I am relatively dull.My friends are all versatile, and I am so envious that I can only drool.There is only such a skill that is not considered a skill, and I am always reluctant to lose it.Once lost, I am afraid it will never be picked up again.Writing is also a way to force myself to think, so that I will not be annihilated among teaching references and daily trivialities.

Especially in the past two years or so, the connection between me and my hometown is such a network cable.Shuttle in the corridors of the school during the day to complete the work dutifully, and at night I am my own.Writing is just an irresistible impulse and a good way to relieve loneliness. Based on this understanding, I have never voluntarily contributed manuscripts, let alone conceived of publishing a book. Still thanks to the network.I often say that in the era of information explosion, the number of words on the Chinese BBS is as large as the number of Ganges sands increasing every day. If someone is willing to pick out my things, from the beginning to the end, it is a great appreciation to me.

Now, I have the opportunity to publish a book again, so I have to summarize again: I am a shallow P, so I can say it? In this book, the first part is essay reviews.Please don't treat them as papers, strictly speaking, they are not even serious reviews.My point of view: All books are idle books.For me, there are only two kinds of books, interesting and boring.Those words are just my little thoughts about the books that I find interesting.For example, the Red Chamber, I think it is necessary to return the Red Chamber to the true colors of books, and not let it carry too much "righteousness" and damage our natural closeness to it and the most authentic reading pleasure.

So please forgive me for being lazy, unless it is absolutely necessary, I seldom quote the original text in large paragraphs.When I write, I often don't have a reference book at hand. Of course, it is up to the readers to decide whether to play randomly or not. The essays are all trivial childhood memories, impressions of relatives and friends, daily reveries... For many years, my lifestyle has not changed much, so I don't have any thrilling experiences to share.If there is a little humor in it that makes you smile, I am very satisfied. You can see that I don't really know how to write novels.Those three novels are all "new stories", and the style is close to prose.I lack the ability of imagination and structure like an architect, and I don't even bother to describe the plot in detail, but because of my love for those distant stories, I can't help but use my feelings to restore them.However, they are already very different from the original stories - much more brutal.Maybe what I wrote is the truth.

The two biographies are a small part of a history of the Taiping Heavenly Kingdom in classical Chinese that several friends planned to write with the power of the people.It is different from the tone of history textbooks, and it is also different from the current overcorrection and obliteration, which may make you feel fresh.But I have to say something ashamed: I actually know nothing about the history of the Taiping Heavenly Kingdom. Without the help of friends, I couldn't write it at all. The other two idle articles are small firecrackers, just listen to them. Some old style poetry.They will be a little different from the "old style poems" you see in newspapers.

The poems left to us by our ancestors are the purest, most concise and most elegant part of Chinese.The times have gradually alienated us from them, but I am by no means the only one who sticks to my love for them.I regret that I haven't really stepped into the mysterious door. People are always a bit ambitious. It is unexpected to publish a book, but after the first book is published, I can’t help but hope that there will be a chance to publish a second book, but this requires a little luck.Serious writing is a very luxurious thing, especially for women.Life is short, and I'm not sure how much, how long, or how well I can write.

But if I am lucky enough to be able to persist in writing for thirty years, all the current writing will be nothing more than "less writing".So please excuse its childishness and roughness. It is my wish to accumulate a lot of money.After several years of accumulation, it is only such a thin book.I'm a slow writer, and often lack the time and energy to put an idea into words, and I can't write with the passion of life that a real writer can. All I can do is to insist on recording my own thoughts and be sincere to every text I write. March 2004