Chapter 53 Chapter 53 Why don't you be my soldier?

Many years later, when one of my girlfriends was packing up my messy things, she found a worn-out 91 camouflage rucksack at the bottom of my big cabinet, with many patches sewn on it.She knew that I had been a soldier, so it wasn't very strange, but after opening the backpack, she was very puzzled-how could I tidy up these things so neatly with my messy temperament?She took out the things and saw that they were all neatly folded clothes and the like, even white-washed eight and one big branches. I was typing in front of the computer and didn't pay attention to what she was doing. Finally she came out with a big yellowed envelope with a unit number on it, I bought it at the Military Service.She opened the big envelope, put the contents in front of me, and asked suspiciously:

"what is this?" I looked up. She took out the things and put them on the table one by one. The wolf head of a big bad wolf with its bloody mouth open to me, showing its eerie white teeth. On the top of the wolf's head is a red five-pointed star, with four capital letters TZ and BD on both sides; A bright dagger and a black lightning, decorated with the traditional yellow wheat ears of the Chinese army. my armband. A set of two, one colored for our daily wear; one dark green for our training and exercises. Two sets of breast strips, one colored and one dark green. The patterns are the same, and they all say "Chinese People's Liberation Army Spike Special Operations Brigade".

And my black beret and camouflage sweat towel, already creased. What's more, there is a blue beret with the same folds and matching blue sweat towel, as well as a shield-shaped national flag armband and a round UN armband. Also, my photo album with camouflage cloth as the cover and several diaries, two of which were made by Comrade Lei Feng while he was studying. I remember that our service agency entered this kind of diary for a year. No, no; there is also a diary with a blue cover, with the slogan in English and Chinese on it, "It is an honor to go to a certain place for peacekeeping."

A third-class medal and ribbon. My party card with a red cover. The Chinese People's Liberation Army soldier's card with a green cover that has been revoked. What else? A bouquet of dried wild orchids fell out of the blue-covered diary and slid onto my desk. The long-lost fragrance suddenly came out, and there was still blood on it. My nose suddenly became sore. Tears fell down. The roar of helicopters, the sound of gunfire, the sound of flood waves, the sound of cobras spitting letters in the tropical jungle, hooting, radio calls-what else? Also, it was Xiaoying's laughter on the phone: Xiaozhuang Xiaozhuang, did you see me?I am on the far left of the TV, and all the girls in our class are on the news network...

And fire. anything else? Blood. ... Boom! I smashed the keyboard of the computer with one punch and roared: "Who told you to open my things?!" The girl's face turned pale with fright, because my temper has always been calm and lazy, and I seldom get angry—I remember that I haven't had one since she was one of my girlfriends. She knows me. At that time, I was already a small villager who was not a bird. But I got angry. I punched it subconsciously, and the computer keyboard easily turned into a pile of fragments flying in the air. Then as the pieces fell, I saw her tears come down.

I just sat there. She turned around and went into the bedroom to cry. I just sat there. Looking at a table of youth. I just sat there, looking at my table of youth for an entire afternoon, without saying a word, without expression, without a single tear. I just sat there. Where else can I sit?There is no place in this birdless city where I can be a bird, and I really don't know how to be a bird now. I am already a small villager who is not a bird. I just sat there until dusk, when she was tired from crying and came out behind me with the Adi blue backpack packed with her clothes and cosmetics.

I grabbed her arm and hugged her: "Don't go—" She was startled, and then gently stroked my head buried in her arms. "what happened to you?" I buried my head in her arms, tears began to flow silently. "What's wrong with you? Are you talking?" When I didn't speak, I just cried, crying silently, tears soaked her chest but I still cried, I couldn't cry. She didn't ask me any more, just hugged me and stroked the long messy hair on my head. I've had enough crying and it's dark already. There was no light in the room. Under the moonlight, I raised my face: "I'll tell you something."

"What? You said?" She waited for a long time. I looked at her face, which was exactly like Xiaoying's: "I liked a girl once." She smiled: "What's the matter? I thought you liked a boy!" I looked at her: "I'm serious to tell you something." She sat on the chair opposite me and looked at me seriously: "You say." I thought about it for a long time but I still have to tell her because I have to tell her because she is the most like Xiaoying: "I used to be a special combat member of the Chinese Army's Spike Special Brigade."

She was stunned for a long time. I said, "It's true, I never told you." She smiled: "Isn't it just being a soldier? I see it all the same." I don't know what to say. She smiled and acted like a baby in my arms: "Aren't you driving me away?" I don't even know what to say. She took my hand and sat down: "Okay, okay! Let's talk about fashion! I just bought a sweater yesterday. I'll show you how to wear it. Do you look good?" She flew into it like a bird and changed her clothes to show me. I sat there stupidly. I was still sitting there stupidly.

Where else can I sit? What do you think, where else can I sit? When the dog head armband and chest strap were sent to me, I was not at all excited.The brothers around me are all excited.We endured a month of heavy hammering, and finally 16 people passed the comprehensive exercise in the last week (this exercise is actually worth writing, but I am afraid that the content is too much, and I am afraid that I will not be able to finish it in a year. , so let’s go to the back of the story, if I have time, I will write it back and continue it), the three second lieutenants are all qualified - there is no element of favoritism, their basic subjects are scored the same as ours, and they are indeed very good. Outstanding, the scores in technical subjects are a lot higher than ours, so he is in the top three; the motor squad leader is the first in the non-commissioned officers, the fourth in the entire new training team, and the fifth in the childbirth group—what about me?Not the best among the soldiers, but the score is not low, it is the tenth place in the new training team.This achievement is already obtained by selling that little life! ——I later gradually discovered that this dog-headed brigade was really not blown out, but hammered out.But I still don’t like this place in my heart. I’m a soft-tempered person and I still am. If I like it, I like it, and if I don’t like it, I don’t like it.